Thank you Mac-Book Air.
Thank you! You have seen me at my darkest and my brightest. It's disheartening me a little to outgrow you in order to shine more. You’ve been a friend when I wanted to disappear from the world. You’ve been a friend who helped me create worlds out of the emotions within my soul. You were there when Nic was constantly drunk. You were there when Covid hit and you were there to see me graduate Wintec. You were there when the walls dripped with Christina's tears as I sat numb in the games room. You were there when drugs consumed me and I melted a year away. You were there when loneliness had me scratching at the walls. You were there when darkness was all I saw; the light from your screen was a beacon of hope in my times of need. You have been the thing that has kept my heart at peace and my soul grounded when the reality I knew folded in around me. You have opened so many worlds for me and you held my hand as I seeked for pieces of myself I hadn’t seen in awhile. You listened to my tears and absorbed my sadness. You sang to me sweet serenades as I laid my weary head. You sat on rocks, listened to crashing waves and stared at the sun with me. You chilled in the car in between activities with me. You sat in my passenger seat as the universe zoomed past. You sat in the corners of parties and conversated with me. You made me feel heard when the world wasn’t listening.
You’ve been my companion through many phases of my existence; Cambridge Road, Wintec, Ohaupo, Mum’s, Waitoa, Hamish and Leahs, New World, first photoshoot in a club, first post on Facebook, first post on Instagram, first quote sent, first invoice paid, returning to KFC and the start of my couch surfing journey, and all the other wonderful wee journeys we have taken together. THANK YOU FOR FUCKING EVERYTHING! Honestly, without you I would not be me. Thank you for riding these last 5 wild years with me. I love you! Thanks for the space to be me and the space to breathe.
You cost me $300 but gave me the fucking moon and sun! You cost me $300 and unlocked creative potential that no amount of money could buy. You cost me $300 and carved the path to the expansive beyond for me. You cost me $300 and fucking changed my fucking life forever. You jurassic park stickered motherfucker have granted me magic beyond my years. I know I abused you with all those late night/early morning mind adventures and the unfathomable amount of hours we spent together. You ever even asked for much! Just to keep you charged and safe. I know you carried a fuck ton of my emotional burden and i will always appreciate that the most.
Thank you Mac-book Air. You may be Claudias now and I know you'll give her the same soft you've given me. You will forever have a piece of soul attached to you. And, as I say goodbye to you I must take a moment to say hello to the new passenger within this rocketship of dreams aiming for the cosmos.
Thank you, Mrs Universe and thank you life. Thank you for the fucking new mac-book; its a rocketship of a device. Thank you for the 90d; its vision is universal. Thank you for the creative kit of fucking creative kits; the world is now my creative oyster of inspiration and connection. Thank you for the legitness and feeling of being an actual creative weapon, this upgrade has allowed me to feel. Thank you for the new energy realm this kit allows us to conjure from. Thank you for the magic that will be created here. Thank you for the creative freedom and expansive emptiness. Thank you for the keys to the penthouse amongst the clouds; now every dream is achievable. Thank you for the money it will allow me to manifest. Once I have the funds to fuel this spaceship of higher frequency, I will be an unstoppable creative force. I can’t wait to see the magic we will create and the souls we will touch together. I honestly couldn’t be any more excited! Where do you want to go first?
