It's only 7am and it's already a dark day.
Fuck the sun. I want to punch it right out of the sky for daring to fucking shine.
I want to pull the oceans into the sky and drown the suns arrogance.
I want to tear the horizon it sits apart just to see its light bleed.
I want to shove its fucking daylight back into the darkness it's sadly born from.
I want to drown the day in my shadow.
I want to shatter the mountains so their peaks bow in submission.
I want to make the clouds vomit acid rain.
I want to choke the clouds until no rain even thinks about falling.
I want to silence the birds and defeather their wings.
I want to tear the roots from the soil and make the earth remember fear.
Fuck!
I want to dropkick a baby through some rugby posts,
I want to throw a kitten at a brick wall,
I want to poison everyone's drinks at the bar.
I want to fight a homeless man for his shoes.
I want to paint the walls in my blood.
I want to drink cynaide with the soviets.
I want to burn with Dante in his inferno.
I want to stare into Medusa's eye and turn into stone.
I want to be a caveman. So I can be devoured by a dinosaur.
I want to be a circus freak whose act is death.
I want to fight god and pull him down from heaven.
I want to watch my family sit on funeral pews, crying.
I want to get out of this bed, tie the sheets around the window ledge, and say fucking goodbye forever.
Honestly, I want to fucking die; to rot away in silence, but none of those are smart ideas. So, I will just lie here staring at the mould on the roof until the sun no longer fucks me off and the light returns to my soul.